go upright among those who are on their knees / among those with their backs turned and those toppled in the dust / and let your helpless Anger be like the sea / whenever you hear the voice of the insulted and beaten…
Two poems by ZBIGNIEW HERBERT (1924-1998) / TRANSLATED BY John and Bogdana Carpenter
The Envoy of Mr. Cogito
Go where those others went to the dark boundary
for the golden fleece of nothingness your last prize
go upright among those who are on their knees
among those with their backs turned and those toppled in the dust
you were saved not in order to live
you have little time you must give testimony
be courageous when the mind deceives you be courageous
in the final account only this is important
and let your helpless Anger be like the sea
whenever you hear the voice of the insulted and beaten
let your sister Scorn not leave you
for the informers executioners cowards—they will win
they will go to your funeral and with relief will throw a lump of earth
the woodborer will write your smoothed-over biography
and do not forgive truly it is not in your power
to forgive in the name of those betrayed at dawn
beware however of unnecessary pride
keep looking at your clown’s face in the mirror
repeat: I was called—weren’t there better ones than I
beware of dryness of heart love the morning spring
the bird with an unknown name the winter oak
light on a wall the splendour of the sky
they don’t need your warm breath
they are there to say: no one will console you
be vigilant—when the light on the mountains gives the sign—arise and go
as long as blood turns in the breast your dark star
repeat old incantations of humanity fables and legends
because this is how you will attain the good you will not attain
repeat great words repeat them stubbornly
like those crossing the desert who perished in the sand
and they will reward you with what they have at hand
with the whip of laughter with murder on a garbage heap
go because only in this way will you be admitted to the company of cold skulls
to the company of your ancestors: Gilgamesh Hector Roland
the defenders of the kingdom without limit and the city of ashes
Be faithful Go
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/48501/the-envoy-of-mr-cogito
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From The Adventures of Mr Cogito with Music)
Mr. Cogito
suspends without answer
reflexions on the essence of music
but the tyrannical power of this art
does not leave him in peace
the momentum with which it forces
its way into our interior
it makes us sad without any reason
it gives us joy with no cause
it fills harelike hearts
of recruits with the blood of heroes
it absolves too easily
it purifies free of charge
and who gave it the right
to wrench us by the hair
to wring tears from the eyes
to provoke us to attack-
Mr. Cogito
who is condemned to stony speech
grating syllables
secretly adores
volatile light-mindedness
the carnival of an island and groves
beyond good and evil
the true cause of the separation
is incompatibility of characters
different symmetry of the body
different orbits of conscience
Mr. Cogito
always defended himself
against the smoke of time
he valued concrete objects
standing quietly in space
he worshipped things that are permanent
almost immortal
dreams about the speech of cherubs
he left in the garden of dreams
he chose
what depends
on earthly measures and judgment
so when the hour comes
he can consent without a murmur
to the trial of truth and falsehood
to the trial of fire and water
http://info.filg.uj.edu.pl/~jrybicki/courses/polpoet/herbert1.htm
